One tear

I only cry one tear tonight,
As i lay here alone in the dark dimmed light.
Wanting and wishing someone would care,
As my heart and soul continues to tare.
So numb and confused,
I've got nothing to lose.

I push the blade to my wrist,
I take a deep breathe and make a wish.
Nothing but blank thoughts on my mind,
I slowly push it one last time.
Wanting so bad that someone will stop me from ending it all,
My dark red blood falls to the floor.

How long will it be, till they find me here?
If only someone had caught my one last tear.