Letting Go

Letting go seems so hard to do
For in my mind are thoughts of you!
I want to laugh and forget what is coming
But I know deep down I cannot keep running!
I will never see you again
Is my deepest fear to face
No matter how hard I fight it
The thought just wont erase!
I know its time to move on
And close this final chapter
I just wished there really was a happily ever after!
I will never forget your smile
That twinkle in your eye
I know it will be a while
Before I stop having to cry!
Letting go is too hard for me to comprehend
Cant you understand I do not want to lose my friend!
The pain invades my body
Steeping into my soul
I wish that somebody
Can help me gain control
Move on and let go
It is easier said than done
Right now I just want to have fun.