At night i heard little tiny
footsteps and little giggles.
It was the thought of my unborn baby living inside me.
The morning i woke up and seen all that blood i cried bkuz i knew what lead ahead.
I lied i thought i could have carried you but i knew my body wasn\'t ready for you.
Do i blame myself? Yes, i do bkuz me and your dad were looking forward to you and know we have nothing to count on, but each other.
The day i found out you were inside me, i cry\'d bkuz i knew i wasn\'t ready.
When i got home i cry\'d some more with your dad but these were happy bkuz he had tld me he was guna b by my side.
When i got home from the hospital that Day lost u, your dad jus had got off of school and came straight home and held me while i was blaming myself!
Its been almost a year now and i still think of you i look at your picture thinking would my life been better or worse if u stayed with us? Either way i still love you and think about you everyday.
