Eternity

An eternity of pain,
Suffering and fear,
All I feel are the devils hands,
Causing each and every tear.

Forever to be like this,
Destined to hold this blade,
To my skin and make a mark,
And bleed the blood to be re payed.

I'm meant to bleed like this,
I deserve all of the pain,
A line of red on my arm,
Crimson red escapes my vein.

My pain is a favour to the world,
As I suffer through my life,
I wonder what is wrong with me,
Why they handed me this knife.

But in my opinion,
I guess I need to feel this,
For eternity to be in this pain,
And never be in bliss.

I deserve every minute,
Forever and all my time,
Never to be held close,
My screams, silent as a mime.

I don't cry out anymore,
No one comes to help me,
If anyone walks past,
It's not Jessie they see.

They see an ugly creature,
Attacked by her own within,
Demons took her over,
And now she's done nothing but sin.

So alas I lay here,
Wicked anger inside,
please don't try to save me,
For eternity I can't hide.

Please just leave me be,
Watch me slip away,
Watch my soul die a little more,
It's what I'm used to everyday.

But no one will try to help me,
So there's no need to fear,
I'll lay here for eternity,
For every cut, crying a tear.