My heart dropped

I dont get it, what was wrong with me?
It seemed like my lock was without a key.

I've liked other guys, even thought i loved.
But for some i wasnt falling, i was shoved.

But that night...your face...
I want to jump and scream, but i also want to just think and pace.

Im trying to remember every word you said.
Every smile on your face, every hair on your head.

When someone told me you may have a girlfriend, my heart dropped.
I honestly thought it had stopped.

I dont want to tell you i think your cute.
Cuz even if i tried to, i couldnt, i'd go mute.