Imagine a life where you never want to wake up
You just want to sleep forever
Because you despise yourself
And nobody else cares
You know everybody looks at you with nasty smirks
And you know they think youre a freak
You can tell they see the cuts
And you can tell they see the bruises
But they never ask
Because they all assume you did it yourself
They never think somebody else is cutting and bruising you
Nobody even considers that you want to live
But you just cant bare it
This is the way I feel every day
I dont want to wake up
Never, because I know the pain the day will bring
I just wish I could be happy
And I wish I could be seen as a loving person
I just want to be ordinary
And I want a true friend
I wish I could look normal and feel good
But I have to cover myself in something Im not
Just to make me happy
And by happy, I mean just a little less depressed.
