Today of all days

Today...
I make an attempt an attempt to forget.
Forget my past and feelings I regret.

Running through my mind all twisted and distorted.
Tripping on garbage that has gone unreported.

Today...of all days...Friday the 13th...
Not due to superstition.
Has crashed beneath me without restitution.

Worries and troubles, which surface my days.
Most brought on by my own sore ways.

Today...I wish my past away destroying old pain.
Take away the bad I have nothing more to gain.

Only leaving my joys and happy moments.
Things to remember things that won't torment.

Tomorrow...I wake in the morning after dreaming for a bit.
My life goes on making the best of it.