Confused

Started off as friends, nothing more
then i got a great idea that we should go out. I asked you said \"i think were better as friends. i dont want to ruin that.. P.S. i like your best friend though\" Wasnt up set or pissed off or anything... mad cause my best friend always gets guys that i like, doesnt matter what she does, shell get them. I know im not pretty, and i know im no size 2, but come on! i have a personality that no one can match, you even said it your self. Sad part is i tell you i dont care, but every day i see you i want you that much more... your not to bright to not know that ive fallen for you... its no crush, unfourtunally ive fallen for you hard, and its not like youll be their to catch me...
the only other thing that bothers me, is how you look at her... how she is put before me, how if she asked you out, you would say yes in a second....... i know im not much, but i do have feelings.. why cant you take a chance, and likeme for me? i dont ask anything more or less, i just like you the way you are. please take a chance

*~*~*~i know its not a poem or anything, but im just stuck, i cant teell him, and i cant tell my bf... just venting*~*~*~