Tears threatening to pour,
because of the anger within.
Day after day, night after night.
The same thing over and over.
The same pain stabbing and stabbing.
They ignore, they hurt, they forget.
Then it starts over again.
Living in the shadows, living in the background.
Putting on my fake smile, just so they won't see.
How miserable they're making me.
Asking questions, getting lies.
They put on a smile thinking everthing's alright.
I wonder how long it takes them to think of me and say "hi" because they think they're nice.
But really...they aren't helping my situtation.
They're just causing more pain.
Lies, big smiles, secrets never known.
They go home, and enjoy a care free sleep.
While I go home, hurting because of how my life is and what they make me out to be.
Takes a while for them to notice me.
But they never notice the pain that I have.