Waiting for the knife to sink in
waiting for the blood to run down my arm
like so many time before it\'s never felt this good
waiting for the pain to hit like a ton of bricks
waiting for every thing to be ok
waiting for things to go my way
seeing my life flash before my eyes
every thing seems to get dark feeling light headed
letting the knife out of my hand
watching it hit the floor
laying on the ground in a pool of my own blood
waiting for death to come take me away
