Here I Am

So here I am, sitting
Alone in the dark again
I'm so tired of this
I know I have no reason
To feel all this pain
But I can't stop it now

Its hard to explain
Why i feel like this
My heart so empty
My soul so black
Diying slowly inside
This suffering it won't stop

I try to cover it up
Living my life as a lie
Drowning in my sorrow
Faking a smile for others
Living in this sadness
How long will this feeling stay?