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I dont want to be here, its too much stress.
while i sit in the shower and let the water run,
my whole life right now is just one big mess.
i just want this all to be done.

but instead of doing my old habits
i write poems and even though it doesnt leave a scar it takes something away but if i were to go back to what ive done
i would be running a race that couldnt be won.

but you came along at the end of my recovery
where would i be today without you
is a question i ask everyday to myself
but its true i dont think i would be here without you.

so thanks to you my only love for showing me theres more to life than hate
i have never seen this side of me
so caring and passionate......... i love you my one and only!