Remember Parts 1-3

Part 1; Remember:
Here I am,
As I slit my wrists and let out the hate inside me.
Take out my anger on myself,
When I should be out there, taking it out on the people who hurt me,
But I don't.
Because I realize the only person who hurts me is myself,
Remember the girl you love to hate,
Remember the girl you hate to love.
Remember me when I'm gone, and remember the girl who has enough anger to hurt.
Hurt herself.
Remember.
I'm not just the girl in the corner with the sharp blade, and the slit wrists,
I am but a person.
Hurt.
Remember...

Part 2; Unexpected:
Today I sat sharp blade,
Wondered what I was doing,
Before I knew it, it was all over.
Or just beginning.
Was I scared?
Or just alone?
In this world.
Remembering my horrible past.
Trying to forget about the present.
And worrying for the future.
You see a calm, happy person like me.
And think 'she's ok.'
But shes not.
She's afraid. Sad. Alone.
When shes gone, you'll wonder how and why.
But its just an unexpected thing.

Part 3; They Are:
They are scares, or hate and love.
They are cuts, of letting out anger.
They are mine, to keep forever.
They are here, on my wrists.
They are love, the love to hate.
They are hate, the hate to love.
They are me, myself being free.
They are made, made to kill.
They are forever.
But never ever, going to be the same again.

Copyright©2006 Alana Viau