As it touches my skin

As they touch my skin,
i cut as deep as i can,
while i sit on my bed with a towel
in hand,
i watch the blood fall and make it\'s
marks,
i am so scared to know that my
mother could walk in,
she doesn\'t know what i do in my
room,
she thinks i go in there to write
my songs but, what i really do is
cut myself and let the blood fall....
as they touch my skin,
i cut as deep as i can,
the reason i do it is because
i know they dont care,
all they do is yell at me and
tell me to be good,
she acts like if im still her little
girl... \'\' mom im 15 im not ur little
girl anymore!\'\' im sry if i hurt you
but you hurt me more. mom i cant
say anything to you cuz you never
listen, so all that is left for me to
do is to cut myself or commit
suicied..........so ill let you pick......
or should i just jump off a briged?