Pain you caused

Its all happening right in front of me yet I cannot see.
Because it is disguised .. and not what everyone makes it out to be. You said you were just friends right? Well then why were you calling her all through the night? You said that we've known each other long.. I knew deep down in my head it was wrong. You and my best friend.. maybe it was for the best that our relationship had to end. I hate you.. but I cannot understand her anymore. It hurt me so bad when it hit.. my body felt so sore. That night I couldn't sleep I just layed there in my bed.. listening to all the lies that you both filled in my head.
You guys can have each other.. I don't care what you do. But I will never forget this sh*t and all the pain you put me through.