No One Will Know

I thought I needed others,
to carry on through the day,
I thought I needed help,
To keep my worries at bay.

But my words just turned to dust,
everything I told you was let out,
You told them all my secrets,
and told them what I was about.

I trusted you with my life,
and allowed you a tunnel in,
But I should have watched my back,
I should have looked under your skin.

Now I know my secrets,
will always be just mine.
Nothing useful will be told to you,
and my trustfullness will decline.

I now watch what I say,
and tell no one how I feel,
because in the end of it all,
there is no one who acts real.