I miss you and it's been awhile since we've seen eachother. It was hard to leave you with many tears in my eyes but I walked away like I had to do. I'm not happy, I'm always sad and disappointed in myself for letting me get this way and for walking away ftom the one thing that I loved. I have to be strong so no one will know what's happening to me. I know I'll be ok but I can't see it now. Later on I might be able to see the end of the tunnel...but for now I just hope I can see it before it's to late.
