1~*Falling Apart*~1

You dont know how much it hurts me that we said our finall goodbye.
Your now with her and all i can do is smile and pretend everything is okay.I say im happy for you and i should be but im truely not.I want you back you were mine for so long. It kills me inside everytime i see you holding her hand.This wasnt how it was supposed to end.
We havent talked to each other in almost 3 months.We used to be so close and talk all the time.What happend?Was it me?If only i knew.It was killing me inside not knowing.But i just put that fake smile on and said everything was fine.Although nothing was fine i lost the love of my life and i was falling apart.I couldnt take it any longer.I knew i couldnt live without him in my life.So i ran to my room knowing i wouldnt return.Locked the door and turned on some music.I layed his note out so he could see that i loved him more then my life itself.While i was laying there on the ground bleeding to death, i herd him he said that we needed to talk, but it was to let i was already dead.