Cold flame

Blind to whats ahead,
def to things i dont want to hear,
speechless from the words never said, phycotic from the voices in my head.

i cant believe you died, i cant accept the fact you lied, you promised you would never leave but those uncontrollable words i shouldnt have believed.

god you took the only thing i had in this life now the only thing u left me is this bleedin knife

i put the knife to my skin, pull the blade deep within life is so hard it seems then i wake up and its just a dream