Never thought I'd be writing one like this

So quickly it comes, so quickly it goes.
Thinking it will last, but you truly don't know.

Never thought I'd be this girl
sitting here today.
So scared and confused about what to do,
yet wanting to believe what you say.

I don't know how I can be with you,
yet I don't know how to leave.
These tears are falling with the burn of reality,
fear is what I bleed.

I knew
I thought
I hoped
I could trust you.
But now.....I just don't know.
I want to be able to work this out,
the process will be painful and slow.

I'm humpty dumpty with a shattered heart....
can we be put back together again?