The exbestfriend

The day that you said those words
hey best friend
i promised myself
that this will not be like the rest
our friendship
will never end
i gave you my heart
and you filled it with care
you gave me your love
& i thought it would always
be there.
for that whole month
i believed those lies
until you changed one day
the old you ,
you said left and died.
i cried when you told me that
over the phone.
i hung up & said.
i hate this new you
mean & never happy
& i thought I'd Rather be alone
but now that I'm typing this
i realize.
i wanted to call you back.
to tell you over the phone.
that the old you
loved me.
but i never did.
& that's what i regret.
i should have fought harder.
and now this is the hardest friendship,
I've ever let go of.
this is a friendship
I'll never forget.