The days have changed n so i have I
N 4 this at night i cry
I cry not knowing 2 where I'm going
I cry because I'm angry
and i cry because all this pain
And i night i wished id die
But i don't know why
am i supposed 2 be happy?
am i supposed to be sad?
am i supposed to be a good girl?
am i supposed to be mad?
all these questions still i don't know why
but 2night I'm gonna die
i am going to end this charade
I'm gonna end the pain
ill choose between a rope and a knife
should a think twice
I don't want to much pain cause thats all i feel
i want it swift
not a whole lotta blood
not two big twists
so i choose the rope
i tie it tight
i jump from my stool
I'm no longer the fool
all i see is a light
its a beautiful sight
i end my pain
with a simple smile
i beat you all n it was worth my while
