Good-bye *part 2*

He layed there motionless
As pale as paper
As stiff as a bored
On the hospital bed
I remembered
i told him to go home
though it led him to a car crash
His eyelids were closed over
his soft blue eyes
All the color that was on him
was the bloody cuts
The blood dripped down his face
Staining his cold pale face.
As tears dripped down my cheek
and fell upon him
It made me think
That I was losing him
I ordered everyone to leave the room
So i could be with him one last time
His heart was slowly beating
Not one part was moving
except the slow and steady
rise of his chest.
I held his cold still hand
in my warm hand
It sent chills through my body.
Everyone stood out side the door
and listened to my last words
that i spoke to you.
You never opened your eyes one last time to see me.
I was in the middle of talking when
you stopped breathing
and your heart stopped beating.
I was yelling out at someone
i dont know who
they rushed in
and tried to revive you.
I cried so loudly
that everyone heard me
you were the one
i loved
and i shall never forget you.
If I only I could be with you
One last time
To re-do everything
from the begining.
There's nothing I really want more
than to be with you.
I wish you opened your eyes
when i was standing over you
So i could see your soft blue eyes again.