Dad and his drinking

Behind my smile i softly cry,
Behind my strength i slowly die.
Behind my love I\'m really scared,
I need you so much right now but your not there.
Dad\'s started drinking again,
Now my family\'s falling apart,
And although she try\'s to hide it it\'s breaking mums heart.
John\'s to Little to realize whats really going on,
And for him i try my hardest to stay strong.
HOPE YOU\'RE HAPPY NOW DAD WAS YOUR ALCOHOL REALLY WORTH LOSING YOUR FAMILY?