She never wanted this to happen
She never even thought it through
All she wanted was some peace and quiet
But all she got was bloody fingers
And hurting arms
That she said got rid of nerves
That the blade was her friend
The thing that she needed to do
To keep living her life
Yes she said it was painful
But she couldn't stop
She said it made her feel good
When she was crying at night
She loved her life
More than anything
But she needed the blade
To keep going
It got her through dark pain
She lives a normal life
But with yelling and sceaming of course
She puts a smile on her face
And fakes a laugh here and there
She has the best of friends
Besides the blade she keeps close by her
