Let Me Love Tonight

Lord, guide me through this forest,
the one without a light.
I feel so alone and want to drop,
just don't think I have energy to fight.

The wind is pushing me along,
this icy cold night air.
Don't want to but just can't help thinking
and wishing he was there.

So far I've come on this narrow path,
I thought this journey had just begun.
But before I knew it, all too fast
my haven came undone.

What am I supposed to do,
Ignore what got us here?
Everything was going fine
but now it's not so clear.

Is this just a big mistake
or was it all a lie?
I just want to know the truth
if I'm to say goodbye.

Not sure how to continue on,
loving him so much, but at a price.
They all tell me "use your head",
but I'm getting no advice.

Sitting down beside a rock
I wish that he was near.
Just need to talk face to face
before it's too late to be sincere.

But here I am alone right now
as the tears begin their descent.
This empty feeling wrapped inside
continues its torment.

If this thing was just a mistake,
let me know so I can make it right.
If it happened help me forgive,
just let me love (him) tonight.

Please let him understand my dilemma,
and that I need some time.
But oh Lord PLEASE, if it's meant to be,
don't let us give up this climb.