Kill me soflty Dear.

Is this wind really real?
Is this sky really there?
Is there really a man for me in this planet?
And if there is, then where?

I don't know if this life is really worth it,
I cry myself to sleep each night,
Wondering if you ever really loved me,
And if you were ever meant to be my Mr. Right.

I cut myself to ease this pain away,
Always wanting it to stop,
But this that I'm asking for is impossible
Because without u here, it will not.

All this romantic songs in the radio,
Just make me think about u and shed tears,
Your face haunts me,
And fills my once sweet dreams with heart-blackening fears.

I don't know if you ever loved me,
What a shame, for I swear I did love YOU,
Only if you had set aside your pride
And said that you loved me too.

I don'want to feel this way,
I wanna love and live life,
But I guess that the only thing that will ever give me happiness,
Will be that silly razor knife. .