An angels broken wings..

Once the girl saw her reflection
All she could see was every imperfection
These broken pieces can't judge her anymore
The mirror is now shattered on the floor
The girl picks up a piece and slits her wrists in hopes of not living anymore
It did not work so she tried again
She picks up the gun and sticks it to her head
Her mind is going crazy with memories she had shared
how could she even dare
she knows she has a family that really does care
as she sits in the chair
At the TV she glares
Her dad walks by with a face she can't forget
Everything she did she starts to regret
Every thought has crossed her mind
she is terrified Its half past nine And getting really late
She can't remember when she last ate
She goes to the kitchen in search of some food
She sees pills on the counter
The label reads only take 2
She takes thirteen and then three more
Now she is puking all over her bedroom floor
Her mom calls an ambulance not knowing what's wrong
Her dad yells what the hell is going on?
She stands up with a knife in one hand
She runs after her dad yelling it's your fault I am the way I am
She then ends up in pine rest
Her parents were told it was one of the best
With nothing left to do but cry As that one tear filled her eye
She said what's wrong with me why do I want to die?
She decides to change her life saying this was the last time
She gets the help she needs but when she gets back home
She seems to find her self back down on her knees yelling no daddy please
The depression just gets worse Dying is another thirst
She slits her wrists to release the pain
It's been 2 years of not saying a thing
All she wants to do is die
She's about ready to blow another fuse but yet she's so confused
The confusion and depression seem to collide making tears fill her eyes
So she starts to pack not really wanting to go back
But she notices the depression starts to crack. she is now glad she went back.
Yes that girl was me, and it was a hard thing to go through but
I made it through OK