True meaning of Lonliness...

Ever since you walked back into our door.. I've known true meaning of lonliness even more. Some really small fights they just let subside and now that you're here there's no one on my side... I know my friends will always be there... But it's not like that makes it anymore fair... you've taken my best friends away from me... Every bad thing ypu say about me, they agree... I used to be competitive with you.. But what's the point when I have none and you have two... I know some beauty my soul does lack... But I just want my best friends back... And as we both sit there and cry they go up to you and ask you why?... And I sit there alone and fade away... Because it doesn't matter what I say...

~dedicated to my older sister...