Lost without you

Lost without you in my arms,
your real smile all my charms,
those big baby blues,
why did you make me have to choose,
you seem much better now,
why did you act like such a freaking cow,
hurting me the way you did,
acted just like a spoiled kid,
the things you said were a sin,
where had your mind been,
up for 3 days you say,
all i did was pray,
I wanted my life to end,
friends wish i was on the mend,
I fake the smile,
looks good for awhile,
but lost with out you is what I feel,
as the blood turns to teal,
I wrote a poem for you upon my wrist,
just another one on my list...