Summer and autumn

Summer .
When I had my first kiss.
Something I treasure,
Something I miss.

A time of innocence,
And I felt loved.
Summer was beautiful,
And so were our hugs.

But now it's different,
Now it hurts.

The memories haunt me,
Day and night.
My mind and my heart,
Always in a fight.

Autumn.
That was my favorite season.
If people were there,
They'd know the reason.

Cemetery walks,
Late at night.
You and me there,
It felt so right.

Playing in the leaves,
Sitting and laughing.
Laying on the ground,
Your arm around me.

But now it's different,
Now it hurts.

The cold makes me feel,
Oh so alone.
And your memories cut me,
All the way to the bone.

Beautiful memories,
That should make me happy.
But these beautiful memories,
Make me feel crappy.

It wasn't right,
It wasn't fair.
But I feel so alone,
When you're not there.