I sit all day thinking about him. I try to stop and listen to my teachers, but it's no use. He fills up my whole mind.
I always want to spend every single second of my life with him. But I won't tell him that, because then he'll think I'm too clingy.
I really want him to know that I love him. I just don't want to scare him. I also would really want him to say it back. But then again, I don't want him to say something he doesn't mean. So I doubt I'll ever tell him.
There's really something different about him. It's like I did something wrong or he's getting tired of me or something. I need to quit saying that. But I don't know, it's probably just me. Yeah, cause I don't want to blame him for anything.
I would tell him things, but I have trouble speaking my mind. I hope he doesn't get annoyed by that. I don't want to make him mad. So that's why I keep my mouth shut. I have so much to say that I can't tell him.
