I remember

I remember the first time we talked the moment you called and the conversation we had.
I remember the day I became your girl and you my man.
I remember hearing your laughter over the phone after you asked me "so your my girl" and I said yeah..
I remember that feeling you gave me every time I heard your voice. It was like you knew me and read all my thoughts.
I remember that night I told you,, you were my dream boy and I cried tears of joy telling you I loved you and I been waiting all my life to tell you those three words..
I also remember the night you confessed to me that since we started I was never the only girl in your life.
I remember feeling weak and confuse I remember trying hard to understand..I heard you say Hello twice because I was so.. quite I had nothing to say only tears kept coming down but then I got just enough strength to ask why? why me who loved you with all that I was why me who hold on till the day I could say I love you to you who I thought my dream boy. You said sorry and that you won't do it again I didn't know what to say but to ask with who and when and you told me with details the the days the nights and with whom..It was hard to breath when I found out that on those days was when I thought me and you were doing the best.