I wanna.....

Sitting in my room with the music blasted cutting hateful words into my wrist while everyone is out handling business.

i just wanna stand up and scream while i take this blade and let it feast deep in my skin.

i wanna watch the blood trickle and run down my arm and end with a pool of blood and I\'m laying in it.

i wanna hear the music fade and go into silence and enter my unawake able sleep.