Roses in my grave

---- I know when I die
it will be the happiest day of my life..
It will be the day of paradise
finally I would of made everything right...

I need you to take these roses
and place them in my grave...
The memory of mine.. No
I don't want that to be saved..

Just let me die
let my memory rest..
The temptations to cry
momma you must resist...

I will always love you
even if I'm not here...
I don't want to see you cry
from your eyes I don't want to see a single tear..

Daddy I'll miss you
being your baby girl...
In this messed up life
that I called my world..

Remember my smile
the one that was fake..
Remember the times I laughed
the happiness I tried to make..

---Until the day my fate
I reason my choice..
Until you can no longer see my tears
of the pain behind my voice..

Let my soul be torn
let it be nothing but distorted..
From the life that was shattered
the outcome that resorted..

In my grave roses
of both red and black..
For the choices in life
I have once made no turning back..

This poem is not my poem but iam showing it because i love this poem for some reason....