It's dead

Everything must die,
everything must end,
who knows if i will ever be open to love again,
for it broke my heart once
when i let it in
somthing like that is hard to forgive

i havent slept or eaten in a few days
i am killing myself slowely
just in a different way
it is hard to say
what will happen next
when all this pain will come to a rest.

i am at a loss for words now,
i dont know what to say
for i cannot express the pain i feel
in every single way.