You do know I am not there, right?
You are not by my side, tonight.
Never will the chances come, I am afraid
This dream will take me alive...
Waking everyday, to find myself alone.
This is my last chance to tell you, the truth.
I am afraid, scared of being in isolation for too long.
Because its changing me, changing the way I am..
Something about the way things happen
This game, isn't a game...
Feelings, emotions, affections, all coming forth at once.
I don't know what to do, anymore.
I feel it.....
Sinking in my heart, to the pit of my soul
Its eating, tearing, clawing away at me...
How long can a person go, single, alone, in the world.
No love, no truth behind the words, no one...
Pain becoming too dire to numb
I'm too aware of my place in this world.
Non-existant, abandoned without hope.
This is all a dream, please, just a dream...
Alcohol and drugs
will only take you so far before it wears off.
The consistant abuse of substances, has lost its affect
I am gone, but the pain still persists...
