My eyes bleed tears, I can't seem to see clearly as I look into the mirror and see what I have feared. I've lost myself again, and there's no coming back from this. You hurt me so much and I can't seem to let go. You're ruined my life and I'm letting everything go...
You bring out the worst and I can't seem to relax, I'm turning into someone else...someone I can't stand. You're changing too and I can't seem to wrap my mind around this. I have to let go before I fall into this abyss of lies and hate...
Why must you do this to me? Do you enjoy seeing my tears of pain? I hope you see the reason why I must do it this way. You've made it clear that your heart was never mine to hold near...so I'm giving it back and letting you see, my heart was yours from the first day...
I hope you think of me on those lonely nights you awake and need me near. I hope your heart breaks every time you do. I hope you realize who you lost...I hope you see that my love was always true...but I'm gone because of you...
