Your mistakes

As the blood flows from my wrists
i lay here and think of you
omg what did i do?
its your mistake
but ill be the one to pay
as the life drains from my body
i think of what you done
you said you would never leave
that it couldn't be done
that was a lie like everything else
you promised me forever
but those words didn't mean a thing
you never really cared
now i know that
but i do have a question before i leave
was she worth it?
when i looked at my future all i could see was you
when i looked in your eyes all i could see was me
i couldn't see what was truly real
u had me fooled
but seeing as my life is almost over and you are not here
i guess ill never really know why

as the blood flows from my wrists
i lay here and think of you
it was your mistake
but I'm the one who will pay
and as i take my last breath
seven words slip past my lips
I STILL LOVE YOU
I ALWAYS WILL
i close my eyes and there you are
the last thing ill ever see
but just remember how much i loved you and how happy we where
but you choose to be with her
your mistake
cost me my life
is she worth it?
and with this final thought
i drift away