I'll wait for you, but i cant wait forever

I'm missing you so much
now that i know your not coming back
it just hit how much i took you for granted
i never realized how much i lack

without you I'm nothing
if i could i would go back in time
i would hold you forever in my arms
because i know loving you is a crime

I'm going to let you go
but just so you know
I'm going to miss you like crazy
i hope your love with her will grow

I'm sorry i opened my mouth
shouting at you about silly things
I've tried to get over you
but i cant grow my wings

i cant fly away
i cant just forget
i wont i refuse to
i still remember when we first met

elementary school
you were so mean
i hated you then
but loved you now that I'm a teen

so remember what we once had
what the love we felt was real
because I'm letting you go
and this pain is to intense to feel

i love you always
and you know I'll never stop
being around you
is so intense it makes my stomach drop

this poem is nothing compared to how i feel
i never thought we would split ever
I'll wait for you
but i cant wait forever