You up and left
never saying good bye
all i wanted was some time
time to spend before i went away
but instead once again
I'm alone
always alone
no where to go
no one to turn to
i don't understand
why i try so hard
to please when people just keep leaving
its been so long
since I've felt the kiss of the blade
seen the crimson rivers
to the point i thought i was better
but any cutter knows
its something you never just get over
I'm sick of this life
sick of always being alone
i think its time i do something
make a change in my life
I'm tired of waiting around
hours without end
hours of continuous searching
and for what
to just be hurt again
to be made to feel like I'm the worst person alive
what the hell am i doing
why am i so stupid
tonight is the night
i resort to an old friend
no one to stop me
no one to care
so what does it matter?
