We lost it all

At nights when we'd fight...
we'd cut our wrists.... we hide the pain
face to face
we'd confess our deepest secrets
then the day came you slipped away
from me...
i called you and you Nan answered...
she said you've fallen....
and i didn't understand...
i ran to your house...
and as i ran through that door
there you were face down...
as a note lay on you desk...
i couldn't bear it...
i ran into you kitchen...
kissed your family. kissed you
i cut myself and through my life
away so we would always be together....