I wonder.....
i wonder what life
would be if you didn't leave me...
i wonder every waking moment..
i think about us...
how we use to be...
how much you loved me....
and now I'm falling....
into that black hole....
I'm dark and sad....
never may a smile cross
my dark and gloomy face....
as i lay in bed thinking
of what could've been...
i walk in to the bathroom...
grab that razor....
i harshly slide it across my wrist...
as the blood drips out...
i start to cry....
as i see your name pop up...
i answer....
and next thing your at my house...
kissing me as i say
my last few words....
you say you love me.....
you cut yourself as well....
as we ascend to heaven...
together...I've noticed
you never meant to leave me....
you were just hiding from
what was real....
