PAIN AND HURT

The more pain I get
The better it feels
The pain I keep inside
Gives me the thrills

The more you hurt me
The meaner I get
The hurt I don’t forget
Your sorries weren’t legit

The more you lie
Is the more I forgive
The lies are threw
No more reason to regive

So hurt me … so lie
Now its your turn to realize
That the pain you put me threw
Was just another day
it will be okay

The more you sleep
The easier it is to talk to you
The sleep is fake
I know your still awake

the more you laugh
is the more I can tell
the laugh is real
you like to hurt and chill

the more i care
is the more I get hurt
why so much fear
you’re still the same old jerk

don’t fake be a man
you never could
you always chose her in the end
you knew I was the best
but it was scary to your chest
you never gave me that second chance
I was different from the rest

the more I watch
the faster I learn
I know what you did
Now what’s in return???

The more I scream
The better it feels
The scream I can’t control
But your actions are real

The more I fight back
The more power I feel
So scream … so fight
This can all end in one night

This pain is so real
I don’t know what to yell
Why do I do this myself
I keep coming back
Its nothing but slack
I know the true you
But I’m in love
What am I suppose to do

Every hug every kiss
Is just another wish
Every dream every memory
Is just past history
Every thought every moment
Is just another component
Every bite every drink
Is just a way to think
Every bye every hello
Just another night on my pillow

No more thoughts of you
There gone and wont come back
No more numbers
Of who I use to call
No more fun times
We use to have at the mall
No more worries
We can be threw
You can move on
I already did that too
Well at least that’s what you think
Im still sitting here waiting for you
But shh don’t tell anyone
You mean the world to me
Even though you said we were done