Loosing you

I can't believe that I loved you for 3 long years.

Hate, torture and torment, topped with fears.

I tried everything in my power to keep us together.

No longer was there happiness just a hostile pressure.

Pressure so built up that I thought I'd never escape.

You deserve what comes to you, but dishing it is not my place.

You lied, treated and abused me.

Emotionally, mentally and physically.

One day on my way to sleep....

I realized that life with you wasn't all it was cracked up to be.

In the morning I awoke to another one of your fits.

Looked in the mirror and decided I didn't need this s&@*.

So from that day forward I promised myself.

That never again would I fall in love, with a man that didn't love himself.