It all started out perfect,
I had everything I ever wanted.
You loved me,
I loved you.
You are something so amazing,
I never want to lose you.
All of this was so sudden,
But I am glad it all happend.
I don't know if you will ever know how much you mean to me and my life,
But I know deep down inside of me how I feel about you.
I care about you and your feelings,
But I just don't know if you care about mine.
If you are going through something,
Please don't leave me for it.
I say goodbye,
You never turned you back to say I love you,
Or even a simple hug.
I shed blood for you long ago,
You seemed to leave me for it.
I swear I won't carve your name again,
But I can't priomise it.
I left without seeing your face.
I left without being able to touch you before I left to go home in the freezing cold.
I left wishing you would just run to catch me and kiss me goodbye.
Something is happening with you and me,
Something I hate so much.
Something is killing me deep down inside,
But I don't know what it is.
I have so much weight on my shoulders,
But no one is here to help.
I thought you would come to help and take some off,
But it turned out you just decided to never come to help.
The night slowly approaches,
I can't see you,
I can't feel you,
I can't talk to you,
And I don't know if you even care.
I would die for you,
So your happy.
Would you die for me?
Or would you rather stay alive just to get the rest out of our painful life?
I feel the pain and sorrow come back to me,
I want some help to deal with it.
But why aren't you here to help.
You are out with your other friends,
Who I hate.
DO I ****ING MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU ANYMORE?
IF YOU DO SHOW ME,
IF YOU DO TELL ME,
IF YOU DO PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME AGAIN!!!!!!
