Can anybody hear me

I cover my ears,I don't want to hear it anymore.I clutch myself in the corner of my room cause dad and mom don't seem to get along anymore.Grandmother just pass away.It hurts like a razor cutting my vains apart.I cry at night, can any body hear me?I feel so alone and lost i need a sing from heaven.Every night i whip my tears off my face awaiting to keep it together but I'm falling apart.I ask myself why,why is my questioned,can anybody hear me?
would any body care if i committed suicided? would any body care if i became a drug addict? would any body care if i died today? I am crying throwing things around,I'm screaming for my pain to be swipe away.I need a shoulder to cry on, can any body hear me?I feel depress,the worst feeling I've got.My body trembles,I feel bottle up inside,not knowing and have forgotten who i am..I'm in my bedroom laying across the floor with a razor across my wrist. Can any body hear me?