Numb Inside

I sit here and read
The emotions of another
And slowly come to realize
That I am numb inside

My mind has wandered
And my body got up and left
They're split apart now
With no hope of reuniting

I gave my heart to a guy
And he left with no good-bye
I probably won't get it back
Still beating and intact

I've lost my soul to suicide
It now resides in hell
To dine with the devil
Under the bleeding sun