Forever lost

Tonight I lay in the coldness of my bed, my hands covered in bloody red.
My eyes a blurr I can not see, Because I cry for love that will never be.
She's smart and pretty like a dove, thats why I fell in this deep love.
I tried my best to save her life, but she dug to deep with the butchers knife.
I have nothing left worth living for, not even my life I care no more.
I get my gun and put the bullets in, Now I commit the utlimate sin...