I miss you..

Looking at the photos.
All the memories flooding back.
Remebering the words.
As my heart starts to crack.

My heart broken;
Loneliness fills my soul.
I don't feel any better.
As my tears start to roll.

I never meant for this to happen.
I wish it never did.
If I could change this I would.
And all those things I hid.

I love you still.
And it hurts more everyday.
I'm sat here missing you,
Trying to show you in everyway.

So I'm writing you this poem.
For no real reason.
Other than I love you.
And this really isn't fun.

I didn't want to do this.
I never meant to hurt you.
But I need you to understand.
This is something I must do.

My blade shows its love.
Just by shedding my blood.
I guess I need this to be.
I'm drowing in this flood.

Please remember please;
I love you more than anything.
I love you more than I can take.
I guess I didn't win...